I've Been Robbed

I don't want to go home today. Instead, I'm keeping a chair warm at school.
I'm supposed to be able to go home and veg out after a long hard day but I can't right now. I have to avoid my dad. Which means I hole up in my room like a lonely shut-in. After I got home yesterday I didn't come out of my room except to wash dishes! That isn't right.
I'm really beginning to doubt my relationship with Mitch. It scares me.
Current priorities: spirituality and academic success. If Mitch wants me all he has to do is ask me to spend time with him. If he doesn't, he can keep ignoring me.
It's no snot out of my nose if I never find a decent loving man to spend my life with. I'm incredibly lonely.
I hate that my dad took away my choice to either stay at school and do homework or come home and relax/do homework. Now I can't relax anywhere.