I have to tell myself that self injury will not do a blessed thing to improve my situation. Then again, I have control over the method, severity, etc if I hurt myself. I have control over so little in my life, with no car or license, no job, no "dependents" or significant other, or pets.
I have no control over how my dad treats his family, myself included. I can't even decide on the most adequate adjective for him.
How do I even process my emotions?
#$%&^%!@*^@%&*%$##!@**^$@!@#%&*(**&&^%^@!@$^*%^#^##@@#
I can't fucking process it!
More later.
Maybe.
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