I have had the most horrible weekend.
I'v been sick since right before Dusitn left and I'm just not getting better.
Most recently I've been malnourished. Pretty much everything I eat will either go straight to my bowels, put a mighty pain in my stomach, or both.
And forget about sleeping.
My room is a disaster and colder than a nervous groom's feet.
I've been sleeping downstairs in the Family room but that's become the epicenter of our cleaning party. Plus my stupid hamster is in there makin' noises that tempt me to throw him across the room at the wall. But I mustn't.
That leaves me sleeping on the couch upstairs. Which means that I get woken up when my parents get ready for work and they are so loud! Then when I finally get to sleep after they leave I only get a few hours of quiet before Eric comes in and tries to hang out with me. I don't care if he's lonely and bored, I ain't gettin' up to play around.
Yesterday my dad bought these fancy "5.1" speakers for my brother's room and got Eric's old ones in exchange I believe. So now no matter where I go in the house I have to hear something that drives me bonkers.
I am at my wit's end! It wouldn't be so bad if I had options for where I spend my time but I don't.
I wouldn't feel right getting an apartment before Dustin gets home or else I would.
If there's anyone in my area, ya know within about 10-15 miles and wants to board a lonely Army wife please let me know. I can pay rent ^^)
If anyone wants to write to Dustin, even if you don't know him personally, he would still really appreciate it! I can give you his address if you want to send a letter. Or if you want to type a letter to him and email it to me I'll print it and send it on.
I can tell by now that I'm going to have a several month long, unmedicated Depression. It's Senior year all over again. I need to go into my doctor and ask about trying a new medication. I'm so done with my Zoloft. I wonder if they have anti-depressant patches. I love patches.
Also need to get a tooth pulled.
But I'm not going to rack up any more medical bills until I have my current ones all payed off. I'm just barely getting mine from December payed off. One urinalysis has cost me around $500.
I'm so glad to know that I'm not pregnant.
Plus with all my problems eating I've lost weight. I'm about 160 now. I haven't even been trying to lose weight. Karlee told me to start eating because I was skinny before and now I'm gonna waste away. Riiiight.
Okay, leave me some comments please.
Peace out.
I'v been sick since right before Dusitn left and I'm just not getting better.
Most recently I've been malnourished. Pretty much everything I eat will either go straight to my bowels, put a mighty pain in my stomach, or both.
And forget about sleeping.
My room is a disaster and colder than a nervous groom's feet.
I've been sleeping downstairs in the Family room but that's become the epicenter of our cleaning party. Plus my stupid hamster is in there makin' noises that tempt me to throw him across the room at the wall. But I mustn't.
That leaves me sleeping on the couch upstairs. Which means that I get woken up when my parents get ready for work and they are so loud! Then when I finally get to sleep after they leave I only get a few hours of quiet before Eric comes in and tries to hang out with me. I don't care if he's lonely and bored, I ain't gettin' up to play around.
Yesterday my dad bought these fancy "5.1" speakers for my brother's room and got Eric's old ones in exchange I believe. So now no matter where I go in the house I have to hear something that drives me bonkers.
I am at my wit's end! It wouldn't be so bad if I had options for where I spend my time but I don't.
I wouldn't feel right getting an apartment before Dustin gets home or else I would.
If there's anyone in my area, ya know within about 10-15 miles and wants to board a lonely Army wife please let me know. I can pay rent ^^)
If anyone wants to write to Dustin, even if you don't know him personally, he would still really appreciate it! I can give you his address if you want to send a letter. Or if you want to type a letter to him and email it to me I'll print it and send it on.
I can tell by now that I'm going to have a several month long, unmedicated Depression. It's Senior year all over again. I need to go into my doctor and ask about trying a new medication. I'm so done with my Zoloft. I wonder if they have anti-depressant patches. I love patches.
Also need to get a tooth pulled.
But I'm not going to rack up any more medical bills until I have my current ones all payed off. I'm just barely getting mine from December payed off. One urinalysis has cost me around $500.
I'm so glad to know that I'm not pregnant.
Plus with all my problems eating I've lost weight. I'm about 160 now. I haven't even been trying to lose weight. Karlee told me to start eating because I was skinny before and now I'm gonna waste away. Riiiight.
Okay, leave me some comments please.
Peace out.
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