Same Shit, Different Day.

Popping prescriptions and hoping I don't end up on the bathroom floor before my shift is over! I am ONE single "attendance event" away from losing my job here. I'm already sending my resume elsewhere but no replies yet. Is this anxiety problem gonna be fixed by working somewhere else or will I be a manic freak wherever I go? I have my therapist to thank for the instability. She hasn't been available to honor her commitments to me for the past 2 weeks.